I finally stopped drinking everyday Nov. 3rd and I have been sober from all recreational uses. I am back to my “normal” diet I was on since January 2026. Instead of eating junk food, fast food, sweets everyday for two months.
If continued on that journey of destroying my body, I’d be more financial worry. So, eating right is important to me. You either you pay the Farmer (Whole Foods) NOW or pay the Pharmacy (Drugs/Pills/Doctors)later as friend once posted on his social media. IDK if he invented the quote or not, but I like it.
My body has been sweating profusely whenever I move because my body is trying to flush everything out. It’s only been two weeks and I still feel slightly sluggish, so I probably shouldn’t expect to be where I was prior to July anytime soon.
My birthday is this week and I’m too broke to celebrate. Usually, I take myself or a friend out to eat. Last year me and one of the cast of “Eight Faces Shoved in Cake with Toothpicks” had Lobster Rolls in Culver City. Maybe I’ll go somewhere less fancy like Long John Silver’s. Seafood or Vietnamese is my goto on my birthday.
I’ve been avoiding people and social media. It’s very time consuming and distracting from my editing and my new music.
I have a new album that’s like my first CD “The Prequel”. It’s all sampled, underground hip-hop type beats. I’ve been working on new Goth-House songs too, but have not had the money to get in the studio to record. But I have 18 songs of rapping I did in 2023/2024? alone sitting in a alley with a laptop and a Microphone. Unhoused people thought I was just one of them. I was really desperate to record and tired of waiting and as usual scared I’ll die before I’ll complete them (As if I’m some important musician a bunch of people are dying to hear from lol).
I need to release that album before I start recording the How Horror Movies Should Sound/Goth-House stuff.
I wanted to put it on CD, but those plans were made when I had a job. Now, I’m okay with just putting online for now. I have three titles I’m really indecisive about. That is the only thing keeping me from revealing the name. I dont’ want to say it’s called _____ then change my mind a week later.
