The Meaning of life is Sex and Eating, You’re Welcome

Does Taoism make you change your life due to misunderstanding and assumptions? I’ll elaborate. I’m a nihilist, but was recently told my logic and process is very in tune with Taoism and Buddhism (Without anyone teaching me them or researching them – I’ve had absolutely zero influence from any religion). So, my question is if I go to a Taoist temple to learn and they say “You have to get rid of things because they are meaningless” and say I’m not a true taoist if I can’t let go. Will I not be able to argue I am extremely aware how insignificant everything from social media to fashion is, but I want to enjoy some of them anyways because they raise my dopamine (Or in currency’s case helps provide the OPTIONS that raise the dopamine)

After googling Taoism I learned you do not have to give up stupid shit. You just haveto realize it’s stupid shit. So, I’m already on the right track lol.

After temporarily losing my cellphone, keys, and laptop I realized how much my life doesn’t change with or without social media.

I think there’s a clear assumption from people that I want to be famous or care about success. I do not. That should be evident in the fact I”m still recording music. If I cared about those inventions like most musicians, I would have quit ages ago due to not gaining any fame/success/money from music. Is the logic making sense to you now?

I’ve seen so many bands/friends quit because they “Went nowhere”. I’m not here to judge them, but if their goals were fame/success/money and they didn’t reach it. I don’t blame them. They should definitely quit.

However, that is not my goal. I want just want the music to exist so I can listen to it. And if you love something, you share it (Except your spouse lol – Note: no judgment here if you into the “dogging” lifestyle)

(You don’t believe in success yet you run promos)

That’s because I love the music I make. It brings me joy. I inherently want others to be happy so my logic is this. If my music makes me happy, maybe it’ll make you happy. Yet you don’t know I exist. Thus the advertising. I love the art that much I want to spread that with you. Sacrificing money if I have it, to get my music out there isn’t for money. Like I said, I’m just sharing something I love. I don’t care if I’m 252 years old, broke and alone with two cats. My music will still make me happy and I will still share it with hopes it’ll make you happy too.

Speaking of “dogs” – Animals don’t think about the future (so they say) they only think about the now. They don’t stop and ask what their purpose is, they already know it.

Humans spend so much effort trying to define the meaning of life with inventions. How come we can’t just accept the meaning of life is just sex and eating?

Isn’t is possible you’re seeking all this “Extra” because we make life easier? We made eating something that arrives at your doorstep ready to eat. We made sex something you can find on an app. We invented communities and laws to prevent predators from killing us. We made life so easy that the effort and struggle to win at everything I just mentioned doesn’t know what to do so it’s creating things for us. We are problem solvers. We love puzzles. We used to use our time trying to solve how to not be eaten and how to find something to eat. Now that’s it’s almost ubiquitously viable, our brains still need a puzzle to solve. So we invented “How do I make more money?” “How do I get more followers?” “How do I get more trophies?” so we could something to fight (for).

Everything is a limited time offer.

“Why do some humans jump in a freezing lake to save their dog, but turn their cheek when a woman is getting sexually assaulted on the train?”

Humans choose to murder and rape. Humans have the advantage over almost eerything (Except living underwater) and we choose to do the worst with that power.

Animals know the answer to the meaning of life, while we keep asking the question over and over… yet go and claim we are the superior species.

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Illustration by Ten-Headed Skeleton

I make my own beats

I write my own lyrics and hooks

I draw my own album covers

I choreograph my own weird dancing in Music Videos

I style my own wardrobe

I wrote my own scripts

I color-graded my own movies

I edit my own movies

I produced the soundtrack for my own movies

I cook my own meals

I do my own laundry

I get my own beer

I wash my own dishes

I do my own grocery shopping

It only makes sense …

I plan my own death

Feature Film: How to Explain Laughing to Dead Flowers

“How to Explain Laughing to Dead Flowers” Unveils a Hilarious and Retro-Futuristic Journey Through Horror and Comedy

A Double-Chapter Cinematic Experience Blending the Haunted, the Absurd, and the Unseen with a Vintage Look.

How to Explain Laughing to Dead Flowers is an innovative horror-comedy that offers a fresh take on the genre, blending surreal humor with disturbing horror across two uniquely stylized chapters.

The film opens with Chapter One, where six friends embark on a hiking trip into the woods. When one of them mysteriously vanishes, the group splits up to search, only to encounter strange and inexplicable events. As the tension builds, one by one, the friends disappear—leaving only questions, dread, and laughter behind.

Second Chapter transports the story to 2060, where two best friends, Jack and Wendy, navigate a desolate world after a mysterious global disappearance in 2023. As they explore an abandoned building on Halloween, Jack begins seeing figures that Wendy cannot. Their bond is tested, and reality begins to unravel—blurring the lines between madness and something darker.

How to Explain Laughing to Dead Flowers offers a unique blend of b-movie charm, surreal comedy, and arthouse sensibilities. Each chapter peels back layers of absurd humor and horror, providing a refreshingly original viewing experience that keeps audiences on edge and engaged.

https://tenheadedskeleton.bandcamp.com/merch/onslaught-of-the-dead

New Release – Limbless and Breathing Album

“Limbless and Breathing” is now widely distributed digitally. 18 New/Unreleased songs I wrote/produced from 2021-2023 with a cover song of “Hungry like a Wolf” which was written by Duran Duran. I drew the cover art in 2012. It was going to be the album cover for my Electro-Goth side project “How Horror Movies Should Sound”, FKA as “Asians That Kill” (with Mary Ann Tran) but I didn’t have any new material coming soon, yet I had a lot of Ten-Headed Skeleton songs waiting to put out that needed an album cover.

Some Love Me – Some Love Me Not

A week ago I was walking down Vine Street to work when someone walking towards me on the left got really close to me and tried to hit me, but missed and kept walking. I stopped immediately – turned around and yelled “What the fuck is wrong with you? Why’d you do that?” They replied “Magic” and continued walking away. I yelled “What are you fucking stupid?” they said “Fuck you” and I yelled “Fuck you” back. Then they mumbled something I couldn’t understand then I yelled “All you’re doing making yourself look stupid – that’s my only take away from this”. Then they replied “Fuck you Jew”.

This week I was walking down Vine Street to work when someone I held the door for a few minutes ago caught up to my left side and said something like “Got to make that money huh?”. We kept walking together and talking then she said I’m cold and arm-locked with me. Two women looked at us for a second while passing and she said “They’re jealous because I’m walking with a handsome man”. I got her instagram handle and followed her before we parted ways, but then I started to second guess the interaction and wondered if she was trying ot scam/pickpocket me but was unsuccessful because I just happened to forget my wallet that day and if I did. She would’ve been very close to it when she arm-locked with me. In the moment, it didn’t occur to me I could be a target. So, after I got settled at work I blocked on her Instagram before she could respond or see that I followed her. I appreciate the opportunity to meet someone new, and I appreciate her proactive “dating” strategy, but I don’t trust easily.

Coincidences – Lady SnowBlood

Mar 1 Sun Afternoon

I was watching LADY SNOWBLOOD when some classical music came on and I recognized a few seconds of it and thought “Why is that familiar?” 

The very day before I remembered an old music video Indie Workforce made for a song I never released and googled it to listen to it and consider for releasing on a new album or re-recording the song minus the feature collaboration because I really liked that sample.

The next day – Seconds after hearing that music on “Lady Snowblood” I realized, that’s the music I sampled for “No One Loves You” which I just looked up and played yesterday for the first time in a decade. What a coincidence.

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My Upcoming Feature Film Horror Projects

  1. Eight Faces Shoved in Cake with Toothpicks” – Inspired by 70’s Grindhouse Horror and 60’s Nasties. If you like MS. 45, I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE, LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT, MOTHER’S DAY, this is your cup of tea.

2. FABRIC – Experimental Luminal Horror film so weird I don’t know where to begin except with this image

I will screen these in Downtown LA FOR SURE and maybe submit to festivals before they get made into DVD’s to sell online and at Horror Conventions in 2026.